Collarbones and Hungry Moans

~This is not for followers or reblogs or likes~This is my secret, my distraction, my motivation~Just another self loathing teen with too much to say but no way to say it~ i honestly don't know what I am anymore~ CA, USA~ 5'3"~ 130lb~ gw: 115lb~ i like looking at my stomach right when i wake up~ I like think im not losing weight to motivate myself~ I make too many excuses~ I hate people because seeing them makes me hate myself more~ I have a shit personality~ I'm sarcastic, weird, bitchy but not to many people notice that last part~ I'm not exaggerating when i say I've thought I was fat and ugly since i was in preschool~ That's pretty much my life story~ Sorry, I'm really just lost.